I believe I have found the reason I write, though it's not really something to put into words aside from mentioning my enjoyment of it. This brings me to the rather pathetic tangent that it's not my dislike of writing I'm troubled with, but rather my dislike of myself. How do you make yourself keep going when you don't see an end in sight? What's the point of working hard when nothing ever comes of it?
I was so ecstatic when I packed 10,000 words off to a publisher, but now as I realize that I need to have a completed manuscript (edited, revised, and polished) by the time the publisher gets back to me on the off chance the response is positi